Demi Lovato and her message on networks that worries fans: “I can’t do this anymore”

The state of health of Demi Lovato, at 30 years old, has worried her followers for years. The singer, who told her secrets in the documentary Dancing with the devil premiered in March 2021, in which he revealed a life full of excesses marked by drugs —reaching the limit of overdose—, alcohol and sexual assault. The former Disney girl, who debuted in the film Camp Rock when he was 16, he has now posted a series of messages on his Instagram account, in which he accumulates 137 million followerswhich have revolutionized the most loyal fans.

Less than a month ago, on August 19, 2022, He released his eighth album: Holy Fvck. An album with which the singer wanted to reinvent herself and leave behind the image of a Disney girl and pop style with which she has been typecast all these years. The world tour, which she has prepared after the release of the album, has traveled in recent weeks in Latin American countries. Lovato decided, before his show in Chile, to publish this Tuesday some worrying messages in the stories from his Instagram that he deleted within minutes, despite the fact that these are deleted after 24 hours. In them, the artist explained how she felt. “I am so sick that I cannot get out of bed. I can not do this anymore. This next tour will be the last. I love you and thank you guys.” Minutes later, she retracted sending that message: “I’m going to be able to do it for you.”

Before jumping on stage in Santiago de Chile, the artist, who will continue with her tour until possible, he asked for help from his followers who were a few meters away waiting for him to jump on stage to sing. She did it, again, through her stories: “I barely have a voice, I’ll be aiming the mic at the audience a lot tonight.” Her closest environment, she did not want to talk about the situation that the singer may be experiencing.

Her starring role in the Disney Channel hit movie, Camprock, elevated him to a privileged position in the world of music, thus discovering the great talent he had. Years later, he would begin to have a drinking problem, an addiction he had to deal with for years. In 2018, Lovato almost died. As she herself told, she suffered an overdose, which led to three brain attacks that left him with cognitive damage, including blindness, in addition to a heart attack, multi-organ failure and pneumonia caused by nearly drowning in his own vomit. She also revealed that the drug dealer who supplied her with the heroin that night sexually assaulted her.

Lovato, who at age 19 underwent treatment for her alcohol addiction and was diagnosed with bulimia, self-harm and bipolar disorder, did not drink until she was 25. Six years later, he relapsed and it was she herself who, through a new song that she titled soberrecounted his relapse and how he felt about it. The topic 29 from her latest album, in which she narrates a story from when she was 17 years old and her partner, 29, has also served for women from all over the world to share their experience of being in toxic relationships with older or abusive men. Lovato, who was raped by her boyfriend when she was just 15 years old, has created an anthem that will help other people talk about these issues and not shut them up forever.

The singer has always been at the center of controversy. A little over a year ago she declared herself non-binary, but in early August of this year she announced that he used the pronoun she again. Some changes that many have not yet understood. “But I think the important thing is that no one is perfect. Everyone confuses pronouns at some point, especially when people are learning. In the end it’s about respect, ”he declared about it in early August. The artist, who has been fighting disorders all her life, now has to decide whether to continue with her musical career or take a break and stop so she can come back stronger.